Tamara
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hey.. listen

I don't know where you are, i don't know what you are doing...

Tamara, remember this, I really like you as a person, I like who you are, I really think you are one of the best friends I ever had, I really want to talk to you.

I am a good man, I live a happy life, but u would make my life sweeter, give it a touch, make me LIVING WELL. You are the one who makes me LIVE WELL, instead of just live well!!

till u came along, I thought i had it all, as good as it should be..... but with u, life had a greater meaning...


I don't know if u moved on, or got married, I just want to talk to you and catch up on good old time, you are a great person Tamara and you add something to me, for the person you are. I am really sad that u could just walk away, that you could just disappear when u were just here!!! I know, I steal alot from songs, but I aint running for president.

You must have voted for Ron Paul, I know you Tam. I just wish we could talk. If u are happily living and married, I would still want to talk to you as a friend. You cheer me and and make me happy, I swear to god, that you were the sweetest thing that happened to me when I was feeling really, really down.

Thank you for being a part of my life Tam.

ohhh, this is Adil, the boy from Saudi Arabia, the coolest boy you knew, and will ever know. I hope ur studies in OSU and then in GGU went good, I remember u wanted to do taxation.

Tamara, if you read this, just answer.. just reply.. I am not broken hearted ... I am a MAN. My existence does NOT depend on you. But I want to talk to you, for the laughter and tears we shared, for everything we had in this life.

I live in the US, in Los Angeles, CA. I am not that far.... I am not gonna screw whatever relationship u have, I am a mature man.

Tamara, I am a great man, I don't know the meaning of hate, and I understand why u did whatever you did, u are a great person. you did not want to break my heart. Tamara, I moved on, I have girlfriends, I dated a great girl here in USA, and she's a Muslim and loves me. She's white and her family loves me, don't worry about me but I want to know what happened with you and your life.

Tamara Jospeh (i forget your family name, but i know you dad's name is Yousef)... I really want to talk to you. Don't be silly, I am a man, nothing is gonna break my integrity and my Manhood. I am a man, I don't accept second class behavior and I don't appreciate how you suddenly choose not to talk to me.

I am not devastated, and I can never thank you enough for being there when I needed a friend.

Thank you Tamara. I am going to look for you and talk to you.

Tam.........

Don't be like that... and don't worry about a thing... Don't fucking worry.

love,

Adil
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