Its just a bad dream

Hiii everybody…this is my first time to let anyone read the stuff that I write…
So be gentle…:D :D :D

I wrote some of my thoughts…its more like unorganized thoughts…so I hope you like it…



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I can’t breath. This darkness. Is covering me...Im blinded by all this cold fog that surrounds me like a blanket made of fears...

I found my self alone in a darken night. A quite one… with no sounds...

A cursed atmosphere...so smeller to death it self...

I was alone in the world…nothing around me seems to be alive…no one seems to answer the cry of help that came from the bottom of my heart…I walk alone with a troubled foot steps…and I realized that nobody really will care…if I decided to lay inside a hole and die…

I have no one…I belong to nothing…

I remember when people used to talk about hope. They said that I should follow the light…but how can I trust my steps when I can see nothing but darkness???....

I’m on my own now…I am my best friend…I am the only one that can take care of me…

I closed my eyes…trying to hide… wishing that everything will go away…and I will be save from all the evil eyes that are looking at me… the same eyes that told me that I’m not worth living…

Its just a bad dream…its just a nightmare…I kept repeating those words…wishing that I could believe them...

I closed my eyes and prayed…that everything gets better…

But I had to open my eyes again…I can no longer hide…I don’t want to run away any more…

I had to open my eyes…to find out that I’m not dreaming…I’m awake…all what I lived is real…and I just realized that this nightmare isn’t going to stop…

The truth is…my nightmare is just beginning…

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