Hello everyone, I'm a person who loves to write poetry both in arabic and english. A long time ago, I was in deep misery and I wrote this poem. Ofcourse I doing good now, It was just that at that time I had a lot of pressure on me. Well , Here you go :
Lost Soul
SomeTimeZ Life Izn't For EveryOne
So I'll Just Wait Till Die Lookin At The Sun
I Know I'll Leave Loved OneZ Behind
But Its Better Than Hearin Me Whine
Living A Hellish Life Izn't What I Wanted
So Much Pain Made My Heart Corrupted
I'll Put I Smile On My Face Till The Die
But Still I'll Keep Asking MySelf " WHY "
Why Waz I Born ?
EveryDay Hurts Me More , Its Like My Body Iz Torn
Trying To Communicate With People In This Strange Life
I Think My Only Way Iz Using A Knife
From My Experience I Found Out The Death Iz The Only Escape From Life Issues
Why Should I Kill MySelf Trying To Fit In , Its Only Makes Me Wet More Tissues
Madness , Anger , And Hate
Guess In This Life , Its My Only Way Through The Gate
SomeTimez I Wish I Waz Dead So I Won't Be Here
But The Problem iz , Death Iz SomeThing People Fear
Should I Stop The Flowing Of These Emotions Inside Of Me And Go All Out ?
Will There Be Some1 To Help Me If I Shout ?
What I Hate Most About This Society To Not Being Accepted
WherEver I Go , Mostly I'm Rejected
I Keep Asking MySelf What Are My AmbitionZ ?
Being Cool , Happy , Or Just A Proud-Self-Man Who Talks Like Strange PoliticianZ ?
In This World I Coudn't Find AnyOne Who Understands Me
So I'll Be With MySelf And Be Some1 I Wanna Be
I'm Surprized That I Still Didn't Find The Meaning Of Pain
Even Though In This Life , Its Somthing Everyday I Gain
I'v Did So Many Mistakes When I Waz a Kid
These Mistakes Made Me Feel Like S***
I Regreted Doin Some Stuff , And Not Doin Some Stuff
so what do you think ?
cya !