Power Of Pain

[مستر حريقة]

assalam alekom guys and girls

i wrote a new poem for today

hope u enjoy it and all of us will get the benefit Insa'a Allah

its about pains and wuts going on while u having pain

I sat alone another day.

The world was moving all around me,

but it seemed as if my life was in a standstill.

The doctors say its anxiety.

Everyone thinks anxiety means nervousness or fear,

but it is deeper than that.

Anxiety holds you prisoner.

You can't leave your house.

Ding

Dong

Ding

Dong

The doorbell rings but I can't answer.

There is too much fear inside.

You can't answer the phone.

Ring

Ring

Ring

"Telephone for you!" my family yells. I

tell them to say that I will call back, but I won't.

You can't eat.

Chomp

Bite

Chew

No, not me. The anxiety

even controls that. All the pain rushes back up with

every little thing I eat.

You can't go out.

Step

Step

Step

Everyone walking around me, but I can't move, the

apprehension paralyzes me.

Everyone says, "Be brave. You can do it. You'll make it out of this."

But sometimes I wonder if I will.

I try to combat it all, but if I attempt to do anything,

it all starts over again.

Thump

Thump

Thump

My heart beats faster and faster.

I can feel it in my chest.

Beads of sweat

Racing

Falling

Running down my forehead.

All the thoughts swarm in my brain.

The fear picks up.

It is unbearable.

I'm so frightened, but I don't know what of.

The paranoia sweeps over my body like a giant wave.

Every day I have to fight what seems to be a losing battle.

But then . . . I look outside.

I see the colors.

I see the life.

I see spirit.

I know I can do this.

Hope

Pray

Win

[NaughtY AngeL]

Nice one, I believe that you wrote it while you were going through an influenza phase lo0ol, am I right?

Coz this happens to me when I have a strong headache or catch a flu
lol
Keep it
Ciao for now

[MiSs.ChiPs]

thanx^^
nice poem^^

اقووول فيه وحده شفتها قبل مده اسمها حبيبة نكاااش روس
تبعك ذي؟؟؟>>>>ونتي وش دخلك

سلامووووووووووو^^

[المكاويه]

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii Nakash
where have u been
we missed u here
whats wrong
anyway
welcome back
we asked about u in that topic over there in tarfehi
lol


*****
wow
nice one brother
though very depressing
but still
nice idea
specially those drops of sweat that r racing
nice image indeed
See u later
dont be away that much

[مستر حريقة]

Nice one, I believe that you wrote it while you were going through an influenza phase lo0ol, am I right?

hey, well ya dude i think so cause this whole month iam in flu




thanks for posting dear and keep it up

[مستر حريقة]

thanx^^
nice poem^^

اقووول فيه وحده شفتها قبل مده اسمها حبيبة نكاااش روس
تبعك ذي؟؟؟>>>>ونتي وش دخلك

سلامووووووووووو^^

اشكرك اختي العزيزة

والله صراحة ما بعرف مين هاي ( حبيبة نكاش روس :vereymad: )
انا حاول مرة رديت عليها اظن في لعبة false or true بس ما ردت عليا

اشكرك مرة ثانية على ردك

تحياتي...........(نكاش روس)

[مستر حريقة]

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii Nakash

Hi Sister

where have u been

i've been at home

we missed u here

thanks i missed u alots too

whats wrong

i Actually had a problem with the connection, i had my modem broken
so it took long to realize that it was broken
now i have got a new one

anyway
welcome back

thank u

we asked about u in that topic over there in tarfehi
lol

lol, thanks for caring


*****

wow
nice one brother
though very depressing
but still
nice idea
specially those drops of sweat that r racing
nice image indeed
See u later
dont be away that much

thanks alots for posting my kind sister

keep it on